Friday, August 26, 2005

from where?????????????????

yes jean i will give you what you needed.i will respect your decision.i also want some space for myself and my job.You know i do love my job now im enjoying being in the office and i want to concentrate for the sake of my job coz now im now a probationary and this september if i have good records then i wil be regular on this company,thats what i long for.i know you ur reasons but i wont ask you why,il jz respect it inorder to avoid friction.i know we have mistakes and regrets in ourselves but i have to chose this opportunity.yola and i had 2k this morning and she 2ld me thaat you 2ld her imworking hir.its ok then,she said shel visit me hir and im also excited to 2k toher.til hir thank you.ds s cris ur friend.

copied!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yehey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

We all fight that VOID by filling our lives with meaningless tasks and people, but no matter how hard you try, no job,friend or lover can keep it at bay. Instead of fighting it, embrace the emptiness, find solace in knowing that there are others who are just as disillusioned with these bullshit lives we lead." - BAYSIDE
"We face up to awful things in our lives because we can't go around them nor forget them. The sooner you get it over with, the sooner you say, 'yes, it happened and there's nothing I can do about it,' the sooner you can also get on with your own life." - E.ANNIE PROULX

sulat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!o poem!!!!!!!!!!11

Written: Nov 03, 2004And jeany wrote this for me before I left for CebuWhere: at jollibee, Valencia
I am now sittingin front of a friendwho is weirdi do not know what she thinks of meEverytime we're togetherI look at her eyes, It looks likeshe wants to tell me something.But now I guess this is the last momentto see her sitting in front of meTo be honest to myself, I hate to see her goI don't know why my heart is telling me thisI feel too cold, but I feel the warmth of her companyI miss this muchi will wait, wait and waituntil she come homeand see her sitting in front of\me again.-ynaej-

i'm awake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi man,
its wednesday night and in 20 minutes mag-log-in nako.take calls na.
kulba kaayo ko karon. I don't know. nervousness. i can't take it away.
I prayed to God. I know He will help me be calm.

my teammates and supervisor were asking aha daw ila pineapple, pasalubong...hehehe....wala ko nagpalit.

musta?
exams na bai?
ingatz...

MISS YOU...

you forgot to tell me what happened...You wrote nga naa ka sultion... you said dili enough ang space for the story...Daghan sad ko sultion bai nga wala nako nasulti, ug mga pangutana... it seems like I forget things when i'm with you...

Yola
shit happens!!!!!!!

hi my man!!!!

I open my eyesI try to see but I'm blindedBy the white lightI can't remember howI can't remember whyI'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the painAnd I can't make it go awayNo I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?I made my mistakesGot no where to runThe night goes onAs I'm fading awayI'm sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to me?
Everybody's screamingI try to make a soundBut no one hears meI'm slipping off the edgeI'm hanging by a threadI wanna start this over againSo I try to hold ontoA time when nothing matteredAnd I can't explain what happenedAnd I can't erase the things that I've doneNo I can't
How could this happen to me?I made my mistakesGot no where to runThe night goes onAs I'm fading awayI'm sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakesGot no where to runThe night goes onAs I'm fading awayI'm sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to me?